About me

A mother, wife and civil servant, a conscientious citizen and patriot ----- my abiding love for books has made me try my hand at writing poetry, none of which is anything but the strictly spontaneous outpouring of a mind that prizes truth and harmony, above all else.

Wednesday, July 22, 2015

heart break



the price one pays
for heart break
i discovered today


i neither heard
bird song at dawn
nor the gentle drizzle
of late afternoon

the madhumalti was
a pearly pink
but in my eyes
it did not exist

the portulaca bloomed
in a myriad colours
but i turned my back
to its radiant fervour

my mind was blind to
all the joys wrought for me
pill upon pill i swallowed recklessly
till the day passed in a dreamless
sleep and I never got to hear
my heart weep

(priya)

dawn

awaken at dawn
inhale the melody of bird song
feel the gentle fragrance of
rajnigandha on dew moist skin
reach out to the feathery clouds
lazing in the hazy morn
Life is abundance, cup it
let the elixir
quieten your thirst
for more
and ever more.
(priya)

Sunday, June 14, 2015

friends

I am yet to find a best friend
you know, the kind of friend
who sees you in your shabby t shirt
and messy hair and says, hey, what is
the secret, you are glowing
The kind of friend who laughs when you fall
and extends a hand to help you up,
exclaiming, come on, isn't Life all about getting
your breath knocked out but getting ready
to take the next blow head on
The kind of friend you can call after years of silence
and the conversation continues as if never interrupted
A friend to whom your silence speaks
to whom tears need no explaining
A friend whose unalloyed joy doubles your happiness
when you are together
Someone you can talk to without editing what you say,
with honesty and spontaneity, you know, straight
from the heart
The kind of friend who may not like the books you read
or the music you play or the clothes you wear
But who will search heaven and earth to get you what you like
And as you grow old together, you will share a treasure of shared memories.
(pvks)

हादसा

कब मिले कब बिछड़े
कुछ याद नहीं रहा
दर्द इक बार मिलता
तो घूँट भर लेती
ये हादसा तो बारहा हुआ

Saturday, June 13, 2015

अतीत

मेरे आँसूओं की लकीर खिची
है देहलीज़ पर
तुम लांघ जाते हो बेपरवाह
मैं बंधी रह जाती हूँ अतीत
की खूँटी पर

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

रिश्ते

एक नाज़ुक सा रिश्ता है
दोस्ती भी नहीं कह सकती
आशिक़ी भी नहीं
बरसों हुए मिले
अरसे हुए बात किये
फिर भी दिल का एक कोना
उसके नाम से महक जाता है
किसी रोज़ कहीं टकरा गए
यूं ही गाहे बगाहे
क्या नज़र मिलेगी
या पुराने शिकवे,
अब तक सुलगते ज़ख्म,
आज़माएंगे ज़ब्त, कहेंगे
चलो, घर चलो
किसी को तुम्हारा इंतज़ार है.
या फिर
उन्हें अनसुना कर
आँखों में नमी लिए
पूछूंगी उस से
क्या पाया तुमने
मुझे खो कर
(pvks )

Monday, May 11, 2015

dreams

have you lived a dream
so stark
you could reach out to touch
the smells were strong
the words resounded
in your ears
and yet
and yet
you knew all along
it was but a dream
your regrets come
back to haunt you
to give you a chance
to say I am sorry
the opportunities
you let go of
come back to say
here, I am back
the decisions you
did not make
or you did make
offering themselves up
for undoing
have you lived
such a dream
then you will know
why you woke up
with your heart thundering
your eyes moist
why you were silent
for so long
you thought perhaps
you had lost your voice.
you will understand
why you stepped
down from the bed
reluctantly
you did not wish to
let go of the dream
if you could have
you would have stepped back.
ah, dreams, the stuff
that life is made of
waking or asleep
i never quite know
whether i dream
a dream
or live in a dream
will i wake up
or will i simply stop
dreaming one day
and another life
would have dreamt
all the dreams
it was meant
to.